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Rozand.
29th March.
Temasek Polytechnic.
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fooyo! :) thats Ourworld right there on Miniclip.com, hehe. :) was playing that yesterday cos i was so damn bored. you can spot me, i bet. i'm the duck. hahahah. cos i found this cool potion thing that can change my character into an animal. it only lasts for 15 minutes but it was fun. ok, i know i sound so stupid talking about this here.

so i'm over at Coffee Bean waiting for Adam to be done with work. i urgently need to pee, but i don't wanna give up my seat! ugh. cos there is a power socket right here for me to suck up their electricity, hehe. once i get up, my seat will be taken. fuck, adam please hurry up.

so i was here since what, 8plus? with nothing to do except watch videos on Youtube. such a no-lifer =/ i was watching most videos on Britains Got Talent, and i swear, child prodigies are so fucken cool. :) no, really. kids like Connie Talbot, Hayley Steel, Bianca Ryan, George Samson, Shaheen Jafargohli. not to forget Susan Boyle.

i cried while listening to Susan Boyle sing (for the hundreth time) and Bianca Ryan is awesome blossom too. George Samson is extremely sexy when he dances, ya'll have to watch the grand finale, he danced in water. :) i sound like a paedophile, but kids are really amazing these days, no? enviouszxzxz.

at least there isn't school tmr, thank God for public holidays so we can take breaks here & there. didn't attend school today cos it was only 2 hours long so i feel its gna be a waste of time, hehe. which resulted in me watching movies online for the whole day till 4 before coming to Forum to meet Adam for dinner. gna be staying over at his house tonight. speaking of Adam, where in the world is he! :@ i'm getting impatient from waiting.

ok, i shall resume watching videos on Youtube & talking to Rene on MSN. 5A2 class gathering on the 7th, i hope Rene goes so i'll go too! :) *fingers crossed* Rene please go ok! hehh. cos i miss everyone from school, miss all those times we had together as a class. chasing one of our teachers out of the class cos we weren't even listening to her (i forgot her name!) plus, teasing Ms Gan & Ms Ho. damn, those were the days. never ever forget all that we've gone thru back then. looking forward to meeting ya'll. Huimin, don't force me to go laaaaa! =/ stress siol.

i miss you, Rene! :( let's go Sahara again someday, hehe! i love you.

once again, i'm ranting here in the middle of the night =/ pardon me, thanks.

school was alright today, actually. i thought it was gna be extremely boring and dull. same old same old, but it turned out pretty ok :) CSAS was (yes) a waste of time because all we learnt was how to use the school's search engine. gahhh. plus we have homework to do, dammit! :@ and no, i don't really like doing homework, don't we all?

had PLM tutorial afterwhich, and she was so lame it was actually hilarious. she turned out to be a pretty nice teacher, not what we thought initially. she made this ultra lame joke which made us laugh like mad. she turned on the OHP and apparently the image was flashed onto the ceiling, which made her say: "ok, everyone lie on the floor. today's lesson shall be presented on the ceiling." it was like 1 second "crick crick" the next second laughter. hahahaha i'm smiling as i think about it now.

school was over after PLM so we went to the GO cos Des had to submit her MC. it was a "omg i laugh until my stomach damn pain" kinda moment cos the lady working there was actually sleeping. we all thought she was awake cos her hands were holding onto paper.
Des: "eh, excuse me. MC staple infront or behind?"
She: "*looks down at papers & ignores her*
We: "OMG she's sleeping!"
Des: "EH EXCUSE ME."
-SILENCE-
Mas couldn't take it so she ran out of the GO. her fucking body was upright but her head was nodding and her eyes were closed. everything seemed to tell us she was awake but she wasn't. as usual, Mas laughed all the way while walking to ITAS. :)

Des's laptop was stolen while we were out smoking. wtf plz. it was damn fast cos we were outside just less than 10minutes. plus Des was watching her things, weird thing was that only hers was gone. not mine even tho her laptop was on top of mine. so we were in a frenzy looking for it. damn, whoever took it, once Des finds you, thats it hahah. i really hope she finds it, first day in school & its gone. =/

my baby came to school today :) explains the picture there, in ITAS. and yes, he looks kinda scary huh! must be the stupid PSP, cos yeah, he was playing the PSP while that picture was taken. had dinner with Des, Mas & Jiarong at Techno. then waited with Mas for her friend to come (i still can't spell his name!) headed to Bishan and here i am now, home sweet home.

school starts at 10am tmr, for us. ugh. which means that i have to wake up at 830 laaaaaaa. ccb. why must school start so damn early. plus its only 2 hours of school cos yeah, i end school at 12. kinda dumb, i know. tsk. :@ not looking forward to PUO tmr.

k then, i'm tired. its almost 1am, gotta hit the sacks.
toodlesssss! :)

hi friends, i'm feeling so exhausted now. :( school's been getting to me, really. i'm watching the news on tv now & i can't stand the way the news caster speaks. so fake, so fake! ughh. why can't we all speak Singaporean-ly? sorry, guess its just the exhaustion getting to me. =/

so Adam's working right now. actually how about no, he isn't. bcos work has ended almost an hour ago. but i don't know where the hell he's gone to. at least i met him for dinner just now :) it was nice eating with him, really. i was having a really dull day but seeing him made it all better, hehh.

i realize i'm an extremely dumb when it comes to computers. i was in mcdonalds trying to connect my laptop to the internet but wow, i srsly didn't know what i was doing. guess its not entirely my fault ok! bcos my school uses an entirel different setting which is why i was so damn blur! hmph.

so school starts at 1 tmr, which is good bcos i can sleeeeeeep :) but i've to be in school early bcos we need to get our assignment done uh, ugh. srsly, FPATH seems to be the only subject we're studying. damn difficult to study for it bcos its all self study =/ srsly dunno how we're gna survive.

well then, i'm gna watch CSI now. adam finally msged me, wtf right?
kthxbai.

Hi friends, i got a new laptop! yipee :) so happy chappy, hehh.

but i'm so screwed cos I can't seem to view my tutorial cos its in PDF. ugh! what am i going to do now? hmph. hopefully i'll be able to complete my tutorial before tmr's tutorial. sighhhhhh =/

and i miss Adam so much cos i was supp to meet him today but bcos of my going to buy a new laptop, i couldn't make it to meet him for dinner or anything. double sighhh. i can't wait for tmr to end so that i will be able to see him, hehh.

so now i'm installing 'important' programs on my computer. ugh! and i'm feeling so tired. hmm...

right thwn, off i go.
toodles! :)

And so here we are, 5 hours with nothing to do. 2 hours have already passed by bcos we were at the library watching movies :) oh, i watched Finding Nemo, i know its such a kiddy show but i was in the mood to watch it today, hehh. such a touching show pleaseeee!

Adam's at the Padang now, watching his school's rugby finals with the guys. i hope he makes it in time to meet me cos i'll be extremely mad at him hahahah. :) plus, i hate waiting. and even though i don't have school tmr, i'd still wanna be home early. i'm extremely tired pls. at least there wasn't lecture today or i wouln't even be attentive =/

so now we're inside the com lab just trying to kill some time. our next lesson will be at like what, 6? which will be Law, hehh. wish i wouldn't have to stay till so late but i don't have a choice, do i? tsk. lesson ended at 1 today, at least we won't end that late for the next few Wednesdays cos today's lesson was pushed forward.

ugh, Adam Soh, you better be on time cos if not i'll kill you k? :) i love you.

k then, off for a smokeeeeeee.
toodles! be back soon.

BLAHBLAHBLAHHHHHHHHH.

hi frenzzzzzz...

i'm extremely worn out right now, i didn't have much sleep the previous night. and to add to this rubbish, school starts for me tmr. up & about at 7am, wtfz. :( so upsetting. the only person who can slack is Adam, unfair or what! hmph. school starts at 9 tmr, and guess what time i end. friggin 6pm ok. i hate starting school early and ending late.

my timetable's pretty rubbish, as i look at it. on Mondays i end at 6, Tuesdays at 6, Wednesdays at 7, Thursdays at 12 & Fridays at 5. what time do i start, you say? Monday: 9am, Tuesday: 8am, Wednesday: 9am, Thursdays: 9am & Fridays: 2pm. i swear the timetable's fucked up please. tsk. first week of school = no labs, no tutorials. which is good, i guess. everyone's separated for CDs, unfair ok. i'm actually ALONE. but at least we're all taking law. =/

argh. i'm feeling so tired i'm afraid i might fall asleep during lectures tmr. ugh. Des won't be ard cos she'll be going out with her Orientation group, then off to shisha! :( i totally missed out on the previous one cos we weren't informed abt it la, until the very last minute but we couldn't make it. sighhhhh. i am so very broke & depressed. i'm in debt. :(

i wonder where Adam is. he hasn't replied my msg since like what, 11? its almost an hour already, sighhhhh. nvm, i shall wait a little longer. go shower & then wait for him to reply me? hmm.. so i bumped into Mas & Des today while at PS with Adam. they were all so sunburnt! plus their voices were soooo sexy pls, i couldn't stop smirking each time they spoke. hahah, i miss everyone very much please! can't wait for tmr la, more smoking sessions yay!

(Adam finally replied) can't believe we're taking Organic Chemistry again this sem, i don't likeeeee. =/ gna suffer, suffer, suffer much. sighhhh. printing notes as i type this, so much to print, i actually kinda miss printing notes for school lectures & shit like that. gosh, so many new things to learn, its just like first year but only harder. =/

can't wait to get me laptop! :) my pay has to come in first though, before i can do anything. my dad MUST take me shopping, hehe. can't wait la plzxzx. UGH! the thought of school makes me feel so lethargic.

ok fine, i shall stop whining and complaining. must be rather (or extremely) irritating. so tmr, i plan to be very attentive in lectures, i mean, it being the first week of school everyone must set a good example, so there we go. can't say the same for the following weeks, but we must all try to attend all lectures.

tsk, my contacts are drying in my eyes. tht means i need to sleep. kthen, off to the shower.
toodles! :)

Someone take me swimming please? :(

so anyway, i know i haven't been updating frequently. i've just either been too lazy or just don't have the time. i don't have such a busy job ok. but sometimes i get carried away. like say, in the day i tell myself that i will blog, but i log into facebook & the quizzes just make me forget to blog. till the end of the day, when i have to leave the office, i rmb that yeah, i've got to update but too late. =/ i know, i procrastinate, and yes, i tend to side track A LOT.

tmr would be my last day of work (i'd be getting my pay, yessah!) i'm kinda sad, bcos i know i won't be leading the slack life anymore. i'd be back to school. and you know, once school starts its all work & no play. arghhhh. 2nd year isn't gna be easy innit? :( kinda nervous, hehh.

speaking of school, i miss the tp family! haven't been meeting them since forever? how shitty huh. Des & Mas are busy with year 1 orientation, adam & i have been busy with ourselves, and the rest? i actually don't really know. i'm so sorry guys for not catching up with ya'll! i feel so guilty, sighh.

last Saturday, i was down at Serene's church for the Easter service. the performance was awesome, it almost made me cry :( hehh. anw, i haven't gotten the pictures from Serene yet. but i have one which is a group photo. i doubt ya'll can spot me, Adam & Serene in the picture but we're in the front row.


yup, there it is. its a pretty big group actually. thats Serene's cell group. but her friends invited tons of people for the service which is why its so packed.

haven't seen the boy in days, and i'm extremely upset. something happened between us, but as always, i shan't mention any personal things here. cos yeah, it offends (fill-in-the-blanks). i'm just... disappointed? i wish this didn't happen. i really don't know what to do anymore, really. :( i just feel like giving up. ugh.

its 12.25am right now, i think i should head in. i miss my brother, he hasn't been home in 3 days. i wonder where he is. :( he's making everyone worry. oi, chongpong, faster come back la cb! :@ everyone's damn worried for you so faster come home. nbpcb.

okiedokie, time to head off. i hope tmr will be a better day for me.
*love never fails to elude me.
kthxbai.

hi friendz, this is gna be short & sweet :)

so firstly, i overslept. thanks to Mr Adam & his brother. hmph. i woke up at 9, when i was supp to start work at 9 la. :( my mom scolded me pls. ohwells! its not like as if i'm always like that. its just that i was extremely tired laaaaaa.

luckily his mom was nice enough to send me to work. i was so sulky the entire trip there. but srsly what, i mean won't you be angry too? but thx Adam for walking me to the lift up to the office. I love you so much. <3

tsk, my mom's calling on me now. so i gotta go. gna meet Adam. most prob have dinner, but we're soooo fucking broke. =/ can't wait to get my payyyy. gna get me polaroid, hehe :)

right then, i'll be back to update. not sure how soon tho.
till then, keep well. :)

and so ever since i came online, i've been logged in to Spineworld, this cool game (well, not really) on Miniclip.com

its rather addictive, in the stupid way. but hey, its quite fun ok! i also have this OurWorld account, which i know, is extremely childish. but you can't blame me, my life is really boring at work. :(

so the adults are downstairs playing badminton. kinda funny seeing them in casual clothes cos everytime you enter the office they're all formally dressed & then now, they're in shirts and shorts plus stupid looking sports shoes lol. so funnyyyyyyyy.

Adam better be on his way or i'll be DAMN angry, hmph.

ohmy fuck, i have this suddent urge to shit. i shall go bomb the toilets now, since everyone's all downstairs. hehehe.

kthxbye!

right, back to work, yet again. blurgh, i think my skin might be rotting in this super cold aircon. the temperature's like what, only 23 degress & yet i'm freezing in here. maybe bcos i'm the only one in this place & the aircon is all mine. totally not cool. sorry, bad pun right there.

Adam's sleeping at home now as i am typing this. he's been quite sick these past few days actually. yesterday his eyes were so puffy but i made him go out cos i had to eat lunch. am i very evil? haha. NOT. but it was a nice day. we had lunch then walked ard J8 and ended up slacking in the library till almost closing time then we both headed hom early cos we were super tired.

but its totally unfair bcos he doesn't have to work whereas i have to. :( he'll be working only on Saturday, which also means i won't be able to see him since he's doing the full shift thing. maybe i shall go meet the family :) haven't been meeting them these past few weeks. i miss ya'll.

mom's out buying lunch for me. i'm not exactly hungry & she kept forcing me to go out with them for lunch. i didn't feel like it. personal reasons i shall not mention here, just in case. :) but the food will be coming soon, i think? i can wait for it to come la, cos i'm not hungry, as in seriously. i don't know why i keep repeating myself. i'm just feeling extremely tired & exhausted. not forgetting the fact that i have to keep a pleasant face in front of everyone, especially the pastor. he's scary.

there' some colleague rivalry going on between my mom and some other woman. i swear what they're all doing is very stupid indeed. i can just laugh at their stupidity. basically what happened was that that lady, let's call her J, put some coffee maker on the table top near the pantry. it was left there for like a few weeks but nothing was done with it. so my mom asked who left it there, blahblah. asked her to take it away since no one was using it, put down there like waste space also. so J got mad, removed it & never talked to my mom ever again. & that was what, 3 weeks ago? i swear its so stupid. my mom tried talking to J after that but all she did was ignore her like as if she wan't there. wtf? doesn't that only happen in school? -.- oh, & just yestd some women colleagues bought J a basket of flowers & left my mom's name (plus other colleagues) out. this is an office so doesn't everyone work together? what is this, creating different 'cliques' now, SO SECONDARY/PRIMARY SCHOOL. i wanted to laugh la.

the reason behind the sudden secret flowers was bcos they wanted to encourage her, cos she wanted to resign apparently. my mom had to confront her colleagues & then you know what the best part was? they blamed her. even asked her to apologize. WTF? seriously, i didn't know what the fuss is all about. its just abt some stupid coffee maker what. and one colleague was like "christians shouldn't act like that mah, must treat everyone nice." wtf man. aren't we all human too? you can't expect ALL of us to be the same right. i mean, yes we try but sometimes we too commit mistakes. and J works in the 'missions' area, which exposes her to different types of ppl. so she met my mom & her confrontation, she can't even handle that? she isn't even suited for this job then. just a little bit & you give up. srsly. CHILDISH SHIT ALERT!

i guess all this ranting is boring everyone. i'm bored too but typing everything out's pretty good. hahahahahaah. i suddenly thought of what my mom told me. its abt the (fill-in-the-blanks) i dont even know if i'm allowed to say this here. let's just say its abt the boss's wife. she dresses like shit! no i'm serious. she looks like a coffee/tea maker. my mom's his secretary & she dressed better than her. ok, that was very bitchy of me, i know. sorry.

i have to find mother's day & father's day pictures for my mom cos she's in charge of the gifts. but i'm sidetracking, bcos there's internet for me hahaha. but i promise to get it done, maybe tmr. for now, i've got more paper cutting to do. i swear everyone's out to bully me. just bcos i'm just here part timr & the receptionist, everyone has this misconception that i'm extremely free. but piling me up with rubbish assignments make me extremely busy ok. adults are so lazy sometimes. =/

okok, off i go now. i guess i'll be back later. hahaha Childish woman just walked into the office & plastered that stupid grin on her face. she looks abit like Sally from Sally Salon. actually she looks very much like her, eeee, uncanny resemblance. maybe her mom likes playing Sally Salon... no i'm kidding.

kthenbyeeeeeee. <3