10:41 PM - Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Something's wrong with Blogger, I can't seem to upload any pictures. Guess this post would have to go picture-less for today :)
So I haven't been to school for the past 2 days, down with fever and a sore throat. =/ no, its not H1N1 (at least, I think) but the doctor didn't say anything, he just told me it was a viral infection. I'm not gna let this worry me, but if my sore throat doesn't subside, I might need to extend my mc. I won't be skipping school tmr, but I'm not sure uh.
Well anyway, I met Rene for just abit today. Cos I had to go out to find Adam a torchlight for NS & print some pictures for him as well. So I met Rene at 5plus, spent an hour at Heartland Mall then headed home to rest abit. I wanted to get a box of coloured contacts but I swear I wasn't using my head to think cos I thought I could only buy 1 box but I had to actually buy 2 cos both sides are totally different degrees. HAHA gosh. So stupid right! HAHAHAHA.
Adam had a lousy day today. I can't say I can feel it too, but I guess I sympathize with him. NS life is tough, isn't it? Was talking about it with Rene too. Just can't wait for Friday. Its coming in 2 days, can you feel it? I know I'm the only one who's feeling it la. But thats ok, Imma go fetch him from camp :) I hope he books out on Friday, not Saturday =/
Its back to school tmr for me, with PUO lab first thing in the morning. :@ I kinda realize its been quite a long time since we last had PUO lab huh. In fact I've only been to 1 session. But not like as if I'm complaining or anything. I could do w/o PUO actually. Whats more Des isn't going to be in school for the next few days till next Monday! :( I'm gna be soooo alone. Mas & Fadz, don't pang sehhhh!
Ok, enough complaining for the day. I must attend school tmr, I MUST attend school tmr, I MUST AND WILL ATTEND SCHOOL TMR.
kgoodnight! I love you babyyyyy <3
12:00 AM - Monday, June 29, 2009
And its Sunday today, Adam just booked in. :( I miss him already. I couldn't send him in bcos his book in time was at 11pm and i would reach home late if i did. plus I don't know the way home from his camp =/
The last few days were awesomeeeeee :) I hope to do something like that again when he books out. I mean, excluding the splurging of money. =/ It was quite terrible, the rate we spent our money, haha. But it was fun, really Went to the crocodile farm, Adam was scared! So we ended up spending 10minutes there only, then headed to my house. I missed staying over at his house, and we did just that last night :)
Today was slacking day. Except when we had to leave his house for lunch & meet his bunk mate @ J8. We spent such a short time together, then he left for Jurong to get army stuff for camp later. =/ I can't wait for Friday now. Its so close yet so far. 5 more days, yay. :)
Got a slight fever =/ Hope its nothing serious, ugh. I shall head in now, gotta be up early tmr for school. I mean, thats if I do happen to go. =/ k then, goodnight everyone. Be back to blogggg soon! <3
10:36 PM - Sunday, June 21, 2009
4 more days to go <3
I have this feeling of dread in me now. I'm not sure why I'm feeling this way? But maybe bcos:
1. School starts tmr.
2. I wish my baby could fetch me frm school just like he always does
3. I'm fat.
4. I haven't completed my assignments.
5. I'm fat.
6. 4 more lonely days till I get to see my baby
7. FPATH results are out tmr
8. Oh, and have I mentioned I'm fat?
Yeah, maybe just these few reasons la. :) I dread going back to school, really. Its gna be lessons are lessons, tests after tests, just the routine shizz of school basically. At least some people are still having their holidays, so thatas unfair man! Plus with the Swine Flu worsening here, I have this feeling school will be rather dead tmr. Or maybe not. =/
FPATH results out tmr, oh and I forgot to mention that school fucking hell ends at 6-fucking-pm tmr. How cool is that? Supposed to end school at 4pm, but bcos of FPATH debrief, we have to sit there for 2 hours. What a total waste of time pls. :@ But I guess we have no choice, I kinda like FPATH actually.
Then Tuesday I'll have to meet my law group to finish up our report. I actually think this week will pass by pretty fast. Not sure if I'll be having lab lessons this week. Oh, and stupid OC tutorial tmr. I don't really like her lessons. Ultra boring =/ I think we might have PUO lab this week, ugh! Plus her notes are conveniently out on BB alr. Obviously not planning on printing la, photocopy can alr.
I miss Adam :( Yeah, ya'll can just ignore this part k. But as I was saying, at 1030 (the time he usually calls me) he hadn't called yet, which kinda made me worry & yeah, I was a little bit sad. Thought maybe he didn't have time to call or anything but yeah, he called me ard 11 :) :) it was so nice hearing his voice and everything. Just CANNOT wait to seeeeeeeeee him haha. I love my baby <3
Alrighty then, I guess its time for me to head in. 12am, usually at this time I'd just be starting out on Facebook. But since school's starting, I'd have to cut short everything & sleep early. Can't sleep in my parent's room nowadays, I get woken up by their irritating snores. Literally like pigs. I call it the Snoring Competition. Man, I'm thinking why their loud snores don't ever wake them up. They just keep going on. Think I'll go grab Breathe Right for the folks tmr :)
Oh, I got a new laptop backpack! Its really cute & fuck all of you who say its dorky. Its kewl. I'm carrying it to school tmr. Right then, goodnight world! :)
2:01 AM - Saturday, June 20, 2009
i like playing dressup games to pass the time :)
goodmorning friends. its 2am, my eyes are extremely tired but i'm still online. well, maybe bcos everyone's still awake. mom & bro but my dad knocked out a long time ago. guess its his work that he's been so busy with he's sleeping very late the past few nights.
but ok, guess what? 6 more days to go! :) time flies huh. actually to me, it feels like its crawling. really. my week has been passing by so slowwwwwwwwllllyyyyyy. =/ at least i get constant phone calls from the boy. i miss him so much please! :( he called me 3 times today, more than i could ever ask for la. and i'm very happy about that, hehh! i miss you baby, but gosh, 6 more days till i get to see you. yayyyy :)
had breakfast again this morning with Rene. yestd we had breakfast at Macs, today we had brunch at White Tangerine cafe. :) apparently, we think that all open doors mean "WE'RE OPEN" so we walked into the cafe & ordered. i looked at the menu, which also showed their operating hours & realized they actually open at 12pm but the time on my watch was 11.15am. super funny please! but they didn't complain so we made ourselves at home. read magazines they provided, and the food was delicioussssss *licks lips.
walked ard Heartland for awhile, tried to kill time cos Rene wanted to leave at 3. walked here and there, trying to waste time but we only spent like an hour walking, and still had another hour to spare. so we ended up sitting at the staircase & chatted. yeah ok, what girls do best la huh. made it to 3pm, went home and again, i did practically nothing, zero, zilch. :)
i know i shouldn't be proud of myself. i still have a number of assignments i haven't touched. yeah ok, 2 more days till school starts, omg red alert! =/ wtf la huh. plus with H1N1 & shit like that, some people aren't gna be in school for the first week bcos they travelled to countries which are also infected? and Yaseen is the lucky bastard. hmph. guess first week of school's gna be pretty slack? doubt i'll be able to concentrate during school, i've been sleeping late, waking up early. i'll need to turn that ard in 2 days. 2.fucking.days.
shopping with the mother on Sunday? i don't know if i should. sorry, i'm not tryna act kiasu here or anything, but i'm gna avoid crowded places. i'll get paranoid is someone sneezes or coughs in the distance, or somewhere near me. and i'll just get tempted to bathe in Dettol. :) eww, is Rozand like so uncool or what! what a freakazoid. yeah ok la, fuck you. i know i am, kthx.
right. i want to TRY completing assignments, fuck. see ya'll when i see ya.
kbaaaiiiii. <3
12:37 AM - Thursday, June 18, 2009
heyho hello, world :)
i don't know why my computer is lagging like fuck, its pissing me off real bad right now. think i'm gna head into bed soon. feeling pretty tired right now. =/ hehh.
so today was spent with Rene. :) we headed off to Bishan for lunch at MOS then went to catch Night At the Museum. which was extremely funny! it was a damn good show, everyone shld go and catch it. before that we bought sushi & i bought a bottle of drinks, hehh. then had a stroll ard Junction8 before going into the theatre. i guess i drinked too much water, nearing the end of the show i couldn't laugh very hard bcos my bladder hurt like mad, i had to pee urgently! what a loser right hahaha
after our movie, we headed down to the library and slacked there and talked till WL came. the both of them had to go over to his friend's dinner so i had to go home cos i had nowhere else to go :( they sent me off to the bus stop, yay thx Rene for today! had lotsa fun. let's hope you don't go to school tmr so we'll have breakfast tmr, hehe! but ok, no you shld go to school la. :)
had an interesting conversation with Fairli & Rachel just now. its been long since i've had such conversations with the secondary school kids. i miss them, and yes, i miss secondary school. i've said this countless times, but i'm sure ya'll agree eh? cassandra!!! when's your next gathering gna be held? :) :) :)
ok, i guess its time for bed nowwwwwwww. feeling kinda tired. plus i need to make sure to wake up to read Rene's msg, in case we are really meeting. hehe. alrighty then, off to bed! goodnight! :)
11:41 PM - Monday, June 15, 2009
And when you called me today, my heart was extremely light & i couldn't stop smiling. i love & miss you so much, Adam. 10 more days till i get to see you again. i can't wait. counting down the days k? <3
So today was an extremely boring day, really. i decided to watch Carrie on my lappy. i really like the show, i wish i had the power of telekinesis. i think its like the coolest power everrrrr. after finishing with Carrie, i decided to search online for the second Carrie movie. its called The Rage: Carrie 2. but duh, her name's not Carrie anymore bcos Carrie died in the first movie. I reckon the first movie's better than the second. but Rachel Lang's tattoo is really niceeee. Esp the part where they made her extremely angry and the thorns of her tattoo started to spread throughout her entire body. that part was the shizz man!
I had a hard time finding the movie, i was searching all the movie databases online but none had the movie. they didn't even have the first Carrie movie. i think i spent almost an hour looking for it when finally, i managed to find it on YouTube. -.- i know, i shoud've looked over there first right. The quality isn't really good, think i'll go purchase it. since i have the DVD for the first Carrie movie. hehe. :)
Sorry, i know this probably isn't interesting and you're wondering why you're reading this shit. well, actually, who reads this shit anyway! oh, i know. ME! :) gosh, sorry. i'm just tired.
I think guys with no backbone are really annoying. comes across to me as gay & totally un-independent. i mean ok, maybe its cute to some girls but surely, in the long run, wouldn't it be like so irritating to keep telling your boyfriend what to do? i mean, dammit, get a mind of your own for goodness sake? and yeah, speak to me properly. :)
Des's new house tmr! can't wait to go over to see how it looks like. according to her, it seems pretty spooky & she wants me to stay over but i'm feeling kinda scared. bcos she says its creepy, and knowing me, i tend to imagine a lot esp when its dark out. i'd think of ghosts & many other paranormal shizz that i've read about or watched on tv. i'd then be kept awake all night & when i finally fall asleep, its time to wake up. HAHA loserrrrrrr! AH SHUDDAP. meeting her @ Parkway, maybe have lunch, print pictures then off to her house.
Baby Adam. i can't stop thinking about you. i know people who read my updates on Twitter, Facebook and anywhere else can't stand me whining about missing you. but its true, i miss you. every night i look forward to your calls, usually you'd call me twice & each time you do it makes me melt. i try not to cry, bcos i know you'll be booking out soon. 10 more days, yea? thats what you told me today. i can't wait to hold you, to kiss you and to see your smile & hear your laughter. GOSH. now i know how much you mean to me: The Whole g'Damn World.
Goodnight kids. <3
10:26 PM - Friday, June 12, 2009
Today has got to be the saddest day of my life :( i'm extremely depressed bcos my baby's in NS now as i type this. i really wish he wouldn't have to go in for such a long time, now i heard its 3 weeks. :(
I doubt i'll be able to sleep tonight. he called us not long ago, to update us about his current situation. i actually didn't wanna stay over at his house bcos i've got memories of last night in his room, which would cause problems for me to fall asleep tonight. sigh. plus they confiscated his charger so how is his phone gna last him 3 weeks? :'( this is not good. not very good at all.
So i guess he's probably asleep or still awake in his bunk or something. i hope his phone will last him through & that he'll be safe. tahan all the tekaning ok dear! <3 i love and miss you very very much.
Don't think I'll be sleeping anytime soon. Had a short nap just now, can't believe i actually fell asleep on the bed. gosh. thanks to last night, slept at 5am in the morning. and whats more, i'm gna be sleeping on Adam's bed tonight. won't that just cause memories to FLOWWWWW in? :( i miss him so much. but its just 2/3 weeks? how hard can it be? its just that i've been seeing him for everyday of my life, now you tell me not to see him for 3 weeks, i'll just die.
think i'll join his brother for a smoke or two. i really can't wait for the day Adam books out! hehe. gna be fetching him from camp. i love you baby! <3
1:39 AM - Tuesday, June 9, 2009
and so, as the pictures depicts, i have short hair nowwwwww :) i kinda like it, but i think its kinda gross. bcos it sorta sticks out here and there, plus i think i should like cut it a little bit shorter. didn't wanna go so short, bcos i think i'll look sooo... retarded. hahaah. NOT.
so anyway, stayed over at Adam's house last night. i have like 4 more days with him, before he goes into NS. sighhh. =/ then it'll be 2 weeks alone after that. i'll def miss hanging out at his house, listening to Baby Andrea cry in the middle of the night. i mean, i know its not gna be permanent or anything, but the thought of having Adam here to hold me is just depressing. =/
tmr's the bbq day! :) i cannot wait for it, i'm feeling kinda excited for it, hehh. over @ Des's house. plus Rene's coming! (well, i hope she is.) please come k babe! cos we're all expecting you. plus my bro's gna be there. i hope there'll be peace. really. but most importantly, i hope there'll be tons of fun! :) hehh.
an unpleasant feeling is growing inside me now. why the fuck do the boys choose their fucking bros over girls? it gets really frustrating at times, really. i get so irritated. i know i shouldn't be feeling this way, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT LA, NABEI. so fucking pissed off now. so you can make me wait, i cannot la. cheebai.
ok, i'm feeling tired. gna smoke, then sleep.
goodnight world. <3
4:14 PM - Saturday, June 6, 2009
Time to meet up, Rene!
i know i haven't exactly been updating this space, blame it on school la. anyway, school's out, for 2 weeks so i have finally found the time. i mean yeah, i'm not entirely busy like a bee but hey, let's just say i'm lazy :)
so this past week was fine, term tests and all that. the only paper i'm confident abt it PLM, bcos its like all english based. the rest are all numbers, formulas and many memorizing nonsence. that we have to do a lot of practice to actually understand what's going on.
Wednesday was a pretty bad day for me. firstly, i woke up late bcos i had to meet Des in school early to do a bit of revision before the paper, but yeah i couldn't get up cos i sorta switched off my alarm =/ and then, when i was on my way to school, i missed 23 -.- when i reached school, i walked out of the bus and i got like tons of stares, but i couldn't be bothered so i continued walking to school, but when i looked down i noticed my button was undone, which also meant that my bra was in full view of everyone at the bus stop. ugh! it was packed with people :(
just when i thought it couldn't get any worse, it actually did. during the paper, i totally didn't see this coming, but my stomach actually growled extremely loud, yes. you probably wouldn't know how loud exactly, but even the teacher heard. it was like as if you put a mic at my tummy. it was soooooo amplified! =/ i was so embarrassed. i looked at Des & we both laughed. the teacher just had to rub it in by saying: "someone's tummy is rumbling, i guess its lunch time" knn! i wanted to die right there i swear.
but the rest of the day went well :) i still can't believe my day went to badly! =/ terrible, terrible.
i'm just hoping that i'll be able to pass my papers, i'm not so confident actually. but just a pass would suffice :) not that i actually put every effort i have in la, so.... JUST A PASS DAMMIT.
and today, i have to go meet Adam, when he actually said that he'll be coming over. wtf, i'm like so fucking pissed off now. such a bloody waste of my time, really. not like as if i don't have plans, i actually do, damn you. not like as if i have a choice anyway. bcos its HIS party, and he's like, king. HAHAHA joke. i need to get my hair cut la, fucking nabei puacheebye!
