12:07 AM - Friday, April 17, 2009
Someone take me swimming please? :(
so anyway, i know i haven't been updating frequently. i've just either been too lazy or just don't have the time. i don't have such a busy job ok. but sometimes i get carried away. like say, in the day i tell myself that i will blog, but i log into facebook & the quizzes just make me forget to blog. till the end of the day, when i have to leave the office, i rmb that yeah, i've got to update but too late. =/ i know, i procrastinate, and yes, i tend to side track A LOT.
tmr would be my last day of work (i'd be getting my pay, yessah!) i'm kinda sad, bcos i know i won't be leading the slack life anymore. i'd be back to school. and you know, once school starts its all work & no play. arghhhh. 2nd year isn't gna be easy innit? :( kinda nervous, hehh.
speaking of school, i miss the tp family! haven't been meeting them since forever? how shitty huh. Des & Mas are busy with year 1 orientation, adam & i have been busy with ourselves, and the rest? i actually don't really know. i'm so sorry guys for not catching up with ya'll! i feel so guilty, sighh.
last Saturday, i was down at Serene's church for the Easter service. the performance was awesome, it almost made me cry :( hehh. anw, i haven't gotten the pictures from Serene yet. but i have one which is a group photo. i doubt ya'll can spot me, Adam & Serene in the picture but we're in the front row.
yup, there it is. its a pretty big group actually. thats Serene's cell group. but her friends invited tons of people for the service which is why its so packed.
haven't seen the boy in days, and i'm extremely upset. something happened between us, but as always, i shan't mention any personal things here. cos yeah, it offends (fill-in-the-blanks). i'm just... disappointed? i wish this didn't happen. i really don't know what to do anymore, really. :( i just feel like giving up. ugh.
its 12.25am right now, i think i should head in. i miss my brother, he hasn't been home in 3 days. i wonder where he is. :( he's making everyone worry. oi, chongpong, faster come back la cb! :@ everyone's damn worried for you so faster come home. nbpcb.
okiedokie, time to head off. i hope tmr will be a better day for me.
*love never fails to elude me.
kthxbai.
