9:46 PM - Wednesday, May 6, 2009

howdie doooo :) i've been excused from school for the entire week, i know, pure joy but i've been missing out on lessons and lectures & i am extremely afraid that when i return i won't be able to catch up with whatever i've missed =/ i'll bet those recorded lectures won't even help. sighhhh.
plus I don't even know who's in my law class, except for one student =/ ugh! and there's a project that's gna be due pretty soon but the best thing is that i haven't started nor do i know who's in my group. wtfz man.
and so i heard Swine flu's pretty settled already. Mexico's opened schools, museums & what have you there. so i guess life's gna be pretty normal from now? hopefully. plus my grandma's gna go to Korea, which would mean that she'll be at risk of contracting the disease. also, she might be brought to that quarantine place at Aloha Loyang once she returns. my mom & aunts are quite worried for her, i hope that God will keep her safe & well there. :)
went to the doctor today so extend my MC cos i was still having flu-like symptoms. i'm just afraid the school won't let me in bcos of my illness =/ plus i've heard security's gone up. students aren't allowed to enter school until they get their temperatures taken, get the 'you can pass thru' sticker, record their temperatures then they can start lessons. so everyday's long queue & waiting. which means they've to wake up extra early & bring their own thermometers bcos if you don't, you won't enter the 'Express Lane'.
guess this is how far everyone goes to preventing a pandemic from spreading throughout the entire population. all the security and checks that everyone has to go through. i wonder if they might have a quarantine room in school. maybe i could be brought there... not like as if i have Swine flu la, fuck. just keep me there till this flu goes away. i'm still sniffing & coughing actually.
3 days, i haven't seen the boy in 3 days and you bet! i'm upset. tmr's 1 year 1 month, but it doesn't really feel like anything special actually. i guess... you can say that i've been let down quite a number of times & it is very hard indeed to just depend on someone to make you truly happy for the rest of your life. sometimes i think its just better to depend on yourself, bcos who knows what other people might be thinking at times?
hmm... i'm getting kinda groggy. srsly i dunno why i've been so tired these few days. must be the flu getting to me. white blood cells, phagocytes - attack! damn, i guess my immune system's taking a break. what a time to just hibernate huh. ok i don't know what i'm talking about now.
and you know? i wish my dad would just stop teasing my brother. "working ah? working ah? working ah?" knn, shut the fuck up already. why can't you just get off our backs! really. its not like as if whatever we do is always wrong, is it? use your brains before you use your mouths ok. i'm not involved but i get really irritated when i listen to their conversation. i wish i had to ability to shut my ears sometimes.
ok then, more Facebook!
gosh, i really have no life =/
till then, Dear God, please keep my grandma well. :)