2:27 AM - Friday, May 8, 2009

I LOVE YOu, HAMSUM. :)
and so today was spent @ home, slacking the day away, ugh. i told myself that i would get down to doing some tutorials, but what did i end up doing? NOTHING. gosh, i really need to start moving, i have missed 1 whole week of school & have done nothing productive. man, i suck.
so i left the house today, finally some sun shine! :) headed down to Bishan to meet the 5A2 '07 kids. i was feeling kinda nervous, i mean, it being the first time since how long ago that we last met up. and yeah, as usual, i was LATE. hehe. Rene ordered my Pad Thai before i arrived. and yes, i felt extremely unlucky bcos i was seated right with someone i haven't spoken to in a long time.
met Adam @ Bishan first, then Rene before going inside. had a smoke to calm myself down, then it was time to face my fears. before going in i swear i wanted to run away, to avoid everything. but then, why must i let 1 person affect this gathering i'm gna have with my classmates? right right? and yes, i was right. things went pretty cool from the moment i stepped in.
my food was cold & hard, the noodles stuck together =/ and i think it was quite hard to finish everything on my plate =/ hehh. it was VERY, VERY awkward, really. but i managed to warm up to everybody, including myself. (no really, what am i saying?)
bubble tea after dinner, Rene & i wanted to escape, hehe. the rest headed to Grape Vine while Rene & i proceeded to meet the very angry Adam who's friend bailed on him. she went off to meet wl, so Adam & i slacked. till i got a msg from Des that my assignment was due 12 midnight so i took a cab home (dammit, midnight surcharge) and completed it before the clock struck 12. only to find out its due 9am the following morning -.-
and so here i am, fresh out of the shower, ranting about my day. gosh, i'm hungry. wish i could have some food now, but its almost 3am. think i'd just ignore the hunger & just go to bed. i'm still sniffing, gosh when will this stop? :@ and i've got pictures with the boy, like freaking finally. cos i brought the camera out today. hehe.
CASSANDRA IF YOU'RE READING THIS, PLEASE SEND ME THE PICTURES! :) LUV YOU.
oh, and i got this too.

yes, i know. so fucking old school. when we were what, sec4? gosh. i really missed the times i had with the secondary school classmates. we'd do everything together. and look how time flies, we're all in different school. =/ lead different lives, some of us who used to be tight aren't even tight anymore.
still remember this day @ cassandra's house. camera whoring like no one cared. had so much fun there, watching the tv, listening to her brother play his bass guitar & drums. cooking maggi mee in this hugeass pot, sitting @ her dining table laughing over anything silly. those were the days huh, such carefree lives that we led. now we're all doing different things. a few are working, most of us are studying. those whom we thought never would've gotten boyfriends are happily attached. it was a surprise, really. but i'm happy for them :)
can't wait for the next gathering, hopefully more people will turn up.
wow, such a long post. i'm tired, time to head in.
goodnight world. <3
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