1:39 AM - Tuesday, June 9, 2009
and so, as the pictures depicts, i have short hair nowwwwww :) i kinda like it, but i think its kinda gross. bcos it sorta sticks out here and there, plus i think i should like cut it a little bit shorter. didn't wanna go so short, bcos i think i'll look sooo... retarded. hahaah. NOT.
so anyway, stayed over at Adam's house last night. i have like 4 more days with him, before he goes into NS. sighhh. =/ then it'll be 2 weeks alone after that. i'll def miss hanging out at his house, listening to Baby Andrea cry in the middle of the night. i mean, i know its not gna be permanent or anything, but the thought of having Adam here to hold me is just depressing. =/
tmr's the bbq day! :) i cannot wait for it, i'm feeling kinda excited for it, hehh. over @ Des's house. plus Rene's coming! (well, i hope she is.) please come k babe! cos we're all expecting you. plus my bro's gna be there. i hope there'll be peace. really. but most importantly, i hope there'll be tons of fun! :) hehh.
an unpleasant feeling is growing inside me now. why the fuck do the boys choose their fucking bros over girls? it gets really frustrating at times, really. i get so irritated. i know i shouldn't be feeling this way, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT LA, NABEI. so fucking pissed off now. so you can make me wait, i cannot la. cheebai.
ok, i'm feeling tired. gna smoke, then sleep.
goodnight world. <3
