10:26 PM - Friday, June 12, 2009
Today has got to be the saddest day of my life :( i'm extremely depressed bcos my baby's in NS now as i type this. i really wish he wouldn't have to go in for such a long time, now i heard its 3 weeks. :(
I doubt i'll be able to sleep tonight. he called us not long ago, to update us about his current situation. i actually didn't wanna stay over at his house bcos i've got memories of last night in his room, which would cause problems for me to fall asleep tonight. sigh. plus they confiscated his charger so how is his phone gna last him 3 weeks? :'( this is not good. not very good at all.
So i guess he's probably asleep or still awake in his bunk or something. i hope his phone will last him through & that he'll be safe. tahan all the tekaning ok dear! <3 i love and miss you very very much.
Don't think I'll be sleeping anytime soon. Had a short nap just now, can't believe i actually fell asleep on the bed. gosh. thanks to last night, slept at 5am in the morning. and whats more, i'm gna be sleeping on Adam's bed tonight. won't that just cause memories to FLOWWWWW in? :( i miss him so much. but its just 2/3 weeks? how hard can it be? its just that i've been seeing him for everyday of my life, now you tell me not to see him for 3 weeks, i'll just die.
think i'll join his brother for a smoke or two. i really can't wait for the day Adam books out! hehe. gna be fetching him from camp. i love you baby! <3
