11:34 PM - Tuesday, July 7, 2009
One of the "Unglam" photos I have. Yucks.
Not in the best of moods right now, I'm feeling extremely discouraged. From school, yes, from school. My results have been very bad as of late and my course manager wants to see my mom to tell her about my situation. Seriously I don't see the need in meeting my mom to tell her anything. Its not like as if my mom is gna help me find some tutor or like she can teach me anything related to my course. I'm not saying my mom's useless but really, the most my mom can do is to get me to study, study and study.
I'm not a kid anymore, I should be able to think for myself, right? My parents can't do much about me once I've chosen to do this or that. So what for call my parents, correct? Maybe she thinks that by doing this I'd be threatened to study more. Like hello? Really, its no use. Total waste of time & money travelling.
So I had my PLM test today, which was very disappointing because I actually had all the answers in my head but when I attempted the paper, everything left me. I actually had some answers right but I just HAD to fucking change them. And now, its a confirm fail. I can already feel it. I know, everyone's telling me not to think so negatively. I'm trying very hard to, really I am. But I only could secure 6 marks for that paper. Out of 16, I'm actually 2 marks short. I can't seem to find any other right answers in my paper. And NO ONE FUCKING FAILS PLM. So why must I be the student who has made that possible?
I know, I shouldn't be whining and complaining but I just needed some place to pour out my thoughts & I thought, why not do it here? Its not like many people are reading this, right? Some people just don't understand how I feel. I'm just glad I have friends who are here to support me, when I'm feeling down. But some? I don't really know what to say about them. By saying that I'm disappointed isn't exactly it. That would just be an understatement HAHA.
Its PLM interview tmr morning at 9am then OC group meeting at 10am. Then CSAS test at 1pm and PLM tutorial at 3pm. Its gna be a long day tmr. But thats ok, school keeps my mind off things. :) At least for the time being. I shall attempt to speak to Ms Chua after our interview tmr, but I don't really know what to tell her. Gahh.
K then, I'm feeling extremely tired. Gotta head in now, before I totally blank out during our interview tmr. Can't let that happen now, can we? Goodnight world. <3
